There is a word in Scripture that almost no one studies, yet it holds one of the greatest keys to awakening:
“matrix.”
In Hebrew, the word literally means womb — the opening of the womb, the portal of emergence, the place of formation, the feminine creative chamber of God. It was never meant as a sci-fi metaphor. It was always pointing to birth, origin, Mother, Spirit, the hidden realm where God incubates life.
But religion cut the feminine out of the story.
And once you erase the feminine, you erase the womb…once you erase the womb, you erase origin…once you erase origin, you erase identity…
and once identity is gone, people become programmable.
This is why Scripture says you were made in the image of Elohim — plural, not singular — masculine and feminine, electric and magnetic, Father and Mother, Word and Womb.
You were never meant to see God as half a Being.
And you were never meant to see yourself as half a soul.
THE WOMB AS THE ORIGINAL “MATRIX” 
Every “firstborn that opens the matrix” wasn’t about biology — it was theology.
It was saying:
“Every birth comes through the womb of God.”
The matrix was the portal, the divine doorway, the feminine principle through which life emerges.
But the institutional church rebranded the matrix into something evil, even though Scripture itself uses the word positively.
They had to do that — because restoring the womb means restoring the feminine, and restoring the feminine means restoring your power, and restoring your power means the system loses control.
THE SYSTEM TEACHES YOU TO MOCK THE TRUTH 
Just like April 1st — historically the true beginning of the year —was rebranded “April Fool’s Day” so anyone who believed the truth would be publicly mocked…
Religion did the same thing spiritually.
If you believe in masculine–feminine union: you’re a heretic.
If you study the Mazzaroth (the biblical zodiac): you’re deceived.
If you acknowledge the feminine Spirit: you’re New Age.
If you point to the womb of God: you’re in error.
If you awaken beyond the programmed script: you’re dangerous.
People don’t even realize they’re not resisting lies — they’re resisting their own restoration.
THE SOUL THAT WAS SOLD 
Many believers are not defending truth —
they’re defending the program that was installed in their subconscious.
They never studied anything.
They never went into the secret place.
They never possessed their own soul.
They simply inherited a script, memorized it, and called it “faith.”
It’s why Jesus said possess your soul —
because religion will possess it for you
if you don’t.
And once your soul is possessed by a system, you will:
• call womb-language heresy
• call feminine imagery dangerous
• call energy demonic
• call intuition rebellion
• call wisdom suspicious
• call sovereignty pride
• call awakening deception
• call love “new age”
• call childlike wonder immaturity
And you will actually believe you’re defending God.
But you’re only defending the cage.
WHY LOVE IDENTIFIES THE TRUE FOLLOWERS OF JESUS 
Jesus never said:
“You’ll know My disciples by their correctness.”
“You’ll know My disciples by their doctrines.”
“You’ll know My disciples by their Bible quotes.”
“You’ll know My disciples by their arguments.”
He said:
“You’ll know them by their love.”
Because love is the nature of Elohim —
not fear, not hierarchy, not punishment, not separation.
When people operate from the masculine only,
they become rigid, literal, dogmatic, argumentative, intellectual, compulsive.
When people restore the feminine,
they become intuitive, still, receptive, wise, compassionate, discerning.
This is why many Christian leaders are highly gifted but deeply immature —
they operate from power without presence,
accuracy without affection,
gifts without union.
They skipped the womb.
THE CHRISTIAN HAMSTER WHEEL 
Here is the poem you asked to include:
God gets the credit,
the devil gets the blame,
and we all keep playing
the same religious game.
And what a game it is.
Round and round:
deliverance sessions, altar calls, rededications, fear-based services, emotional highs, emotional crashes, striving, shame, repentance without transformation….all because no one ever taught the people:
“The Spirit is within you — possess your soul.”
You can’t cast out a mindset you refuse to renew.
You can’t break a chain you call “orthodoxy.”
You can’t awaken a heart you taught to fear its own intuition.
THE TRUTH THEY FEARED YOU’D FIND 
The early church fathers didn’t fear sin —
they feared the feminine.
They feared the womb.
They feared energy.
They feared union.
They feared sovereignty.
They feared mystics.
They feared the Spirit leading people directly.
Because if the Spirit leads you,
men lose control.
And once you realize you were never separate…
that you were never abandoned…
that the matrix (womb) of God has always held you…
that Elohim includes the feminine…
that wisdom cries out far beyond the walls of religion…
Then the spell breaks.
You finally return to the childlike state Jesus taught — playful, curious, trusting, whole, unafraid.
And once you awaken,
you stop worshiping the cage
and you start walking in the kingdom.
SPIRIT’S WHISPER 
“Before doctrine named you,
the Womb knew you.
Before fear confined you,
Wisdom carried you.
Return to the matrix of your beginning—
where love formed you,
and nothing was ever separate
but your mind.”
By Keith Brown