When I actually was engaging heaven all the senses and everything is just heightened-colors are more intense, they are more awesome, there is like a harmony of everything. The senses work together it is so different from here. But actually is what is supposed to be here. Heaven is supposed to be reflected onto the earth. Adam was supposed to take God’s garden and make that his garden and expand that to fill the earth. That was always the intention.
Heaven and earth at that time were in complete connection. There wasn’t this separation that we got afterwards. God wants to restore it like that. We can see it restored like that what we begin to go into that realm and engage that realm and bring that realm into the earth.
So everything, the color, the frequency, the sound, the fragranced is living. Everything has almost emotions. It is like an emotional thing, you walk along a path and it’s living. Everything is alive so even the ground responds to you. And you sense its joy and pleasure of you walking on it. Heaven is such an amazing thing. After awhile you get more familiar with it. Sometimes it’s like you get that sense of the awesomeness of it, the way everything works together. Everything is living and nothing is dead.
One Day I was sitting down with Jesus one day a were talking you share something while he was talking he was whittling these would to some of the life I will only pay attention what he’s doing was intent keep looking at him and eventually so the finishing a any carthorse so looking nothing will possible what did you therefore so put it down and it walked off/is already sent Ward you like to me so I and dummies of this is how stupid things are coming to mind would ever but you just respond like that I like to make a bird with a rainbow clue what its head and yet the feathers of the statement that immediately said it there was fire and said you can have that your garden is okay is in the garden of our noses weird things.
Everything becomes a different created expression of God, who he is, his nature, his character everything gets expressed differently there. that so some saw those pictures that that’s what I type of thing I saw reflecting creation was established says that the subatomic level when I was looking into the fire stones it looks it just looked like so there is just a knowing that the girl painted that from her experience guest God showed of the social is this issue because both has a few other ones the as he is
When creation was spoken out, it wasn’t spoken out in a way that things went out and then eventually came into being. It is almost that you saw contained within everything what it was going to be.
so is a mountain there will something and it’s like spoke and it just comes out into ill and it is quite certain you these type of things is
the observation of it and your a a a a a a GG this so I have lots of experience of Jesus and one day some experiences are quite symbolic of of his try communicate something to you and any does it the
a lot of these experiences are quite symbolic in the way he communicates to us, and he does it in a symbolic way. so I I I was what it was he was kneeling down in firmly and as I was walking to of Hawaii differently thinking and the equally arms out and then I noticed that I was walking like a suit of armour and I was walking quite stiffly as the come up before him and it’s like is like we do need to radiate the protection you need your and what used to use try get over something of you know my protection because he was going they are to get down to some of the issues anyone actually life so so he was warning me was you protect yourself so when I start touching some things it’s okay and it’s like and I as I encountered you became a literary I felt child in his arms and and as I so stood up and he stood up I I look like a little child look like I was 45 result that he held my hand and she even walked me up sums is like of spiral staircase going up the steps walking up and walking up the steps and get to the top this is big angel over the book lying of the life the answer all your was capable minds and is angels there is looking immediately looks quite stern and he summing through this book and and it seems like rages on what a fun my name is Dr those that life you like this little child so my the my name is in and then he gets this point and Jesus I look up Jesus is his big smile and then the angel smiles the joke
They do have a sense of humor, mostly at or expense. They laugh at you. The father has this look and it’s this knowing look, and you have these dumb moments and he smiles. You know when he looks at you like that, you didn’t quite get it. One of those moments where I wish I could take that back .but it is love, everything is love. There is no malice in it and I saw the I saw the funny side of it. But for a moment it was just like you get that thought.
If you get that for your flows grey everyone in heaven and from there and I just had lots of faces faces counters with Jesus with the Holy Spirit know
Some people see the Holy Spirit as a dove and very gentle, that is not how the Holy Spirit was engagingly me. He was just vibrant with life and excitement and joy. He loved taking me flying, and showing me things and just such a creative expression of the very essence of life.
7.32 just love spending time with him; she really is a him/her. The word ruah is female in Hebrew. well you know the word relaxes is female in in Hebrew. so I didn’t see her as a woman but I sense there was more to the Holy Spirit than just a male personality. You cannot describe how God is male and female really .
and lots of times Jesus asked me questions and said what you Wanna know your what you are no and I will just say now I think should land that because I asked things which rely you do memorable will all the things I could why I asked that but I did notice was that’s what popped into my head so you will come water that he told me you multiply food how to disown things so it was a very much a
I think his desire was to show me that we could have a relationship where we can talk and he will just unveil things to me. He did it in that way you know and you miracles and yet this teaching me about the seat of rest in government was a really special moment it totally changed my whole life to do with Rest and identity. Because when Jesus the living Word speaks to you it’s like it is just a living and active and vibrantly alive. It didn’t take him long to sit down and share that Scripture but it changed my life. It changed my whole perspective on rest and doing things my own way in my own strength. It is not a good thing and how weary and heavy laden you get and all that stuff. so is amazing so Jesus lots of different ways you lots of different ways sometimes like Jesus you’d expect of the Bible Jesus whenever and sometimes it was like as a friend intention is a liar a number of times was a lie on but but not a roaring fierce lion but like the asked landline of Narnia stories of just like that we just you feel so safe in with Jesus the lion around you just like safe is not nothing is gonna come you with that line but also as a lamb and Jesus on the cross.
I one day Jesus took me back to the cross, to actually stand in front of the cross. I was not aware of anybody else around, just him and he looked at me with eyes which are the most penetrating eyes of love I have ever seen. The depth of love that was in those eyes and it was like I knew he was there for me and as me and he was dying my death. The wages of sin are death. The gift of God is life, eternal life. The wages of sin is death. He died my death. I should be there, I should have been there. And that love and the look in his eye and his eyes as he looked at me, I was just un-done. I was weeping, even in the vision, I am absolutely in floods of tears just because of the depth of a amazing sense of his love and his willingness to take my place. His willingness to do that for me.
What it did to me, and therefore I know he’s willing to do anything for me. I know if he’s willing to do that then nothing is too small or too big for him to do and it was an amazing revelation of love looking at me. And my whole heart was just opened by that.
Did you see the pain that he went through, and the suffering?
I think the whole thing of Jesus on the cross, my experiences with that and recently over the last year or so God showing me more of what when on, why it went on and an understanding of the depth of his love really opened up that he was taking my place . He was representing my pain, he came down into my brokenness, he came down into my separation.12.02
My God my God why have you forsaken me? The father never forsook him. And if you read on in Psalm 22 to the end you see that. the father never forsook him, we think the father forsook him, because that’s what we have been taught, he was crying our cry .he was so identifying with us in our death, he was crying like we would cry. From the fact that were born rejected in a sense because were born in sin. He doesn’t reject us but that’s the sense that we have. We have a self consciousness apart from him.
Everything that he wanted to reveal about the cross removes the whole penal substitution review of it. God did not punish him, we punished him. the Romans put him on the cross at the request of the Jews. You have the Gentiles of the Jews, everybody punishing Jesus. you read the scriptures in Isaiah 53 we steamed him stricken of God and smitten. Not that he was, because God did not. But the wages of sin is death and he died our death, totally represented us. Jesus didn’t just come in body and blood. He came as flesh and blood. Because he could have come as Adam was before the fall. but then he wouldn’t have come and identified with us. Because he identified with our sin. He identified fully with it. He identified with not having a share in, not partaking of the divine nature.
Could Jesus have sinned? He became sin. He took it on himself voluntarily because of the wages of sin is death. So he overcame death. So now death where is your sting? there is no sting to death any longer he took the keys of death and Hades and now he’s unlocked it for people to come into a relationship with him.
The consuming fire of God’s presence. God is the fire, so in a sense you are not separate from him, yet there is still self-consciousness in the light of the fire. A place of great sorrow-one must still open their spirit for Jesus as lord to come into the spirit consciousness, so that there is no self-consciousness apart from him.
So the power the cross, what it did was to bring restoration. It removed every barrier and obstacle that would separate us from God. And therefore he reconciled the world to himself. And included the world in him. Just most of us do not know. Most of them are waiting for the revelation of that to know it and come into the experience that God has already provided. Before the foundation of the world he chose us in Christ he already has make that choice. He already is chosen us we just after come into agreement with it and accept it. Now we tend to be stubborn and do the DIY stuff and try to deserve or earn it. When we get to the point and really see that, then by faith we accept what he’s done realizing we can never do it. Whatever we do would never be enough to deal with our death. Because we can’t kill ourselves and we cannot be the sacrifice for ourselves, he was. So it is an amazing experience to understand the depth of the cross. But it isn’t that Jesus was suffering the wrath of an angry God.
See God is not angry at us. Even though that’s how religion has painted him, he is not angry at us. He has never been angry with us.
What his wrath is not against us it’s against that which separates us from him. So his wrath on sin is not behavior. Sin is not behaviors.
The Greek word hamatia , actually ha means negation or not and matraia comes from meros which is about original image. So actually sin is anything which is not in alignment with our original image. so when he looks at us and sees that were not like how he created us to be, he wants to put wrath on that and destroy it out of our lives. He does not want to destroy us. So there is no wrath against us as people. He loves us, but he certainly does not want anything stopping our relationship with him. So he is willing to consume that because he is a consuming fire.
That consuming fire is just as much an expression of love as Jesus being on the cross. Because it wants to remove every obstacle every hindrance everything that is hindering and robbing us of our identity and destiny in him. There are so many doctrines and so many ways the church has adopted views which aren’t really true.
Last year God just took me through over and over through those and challenged why I believed that. Why so you believe this? Why do you believe that? And so he gave me encounters that meant I couldn’t believe it. I could not believe it any more. Because now I’ve experienced the truth. The truth now does not line up with what I thought, what I used to believe.
And there were some foundational things. So an understanding of judgement, of eternal judgement. Hebrew’s six which talks about the foundational elementary principles. none of those things I believed were true. Because I had a view of them which was not true. So god took me back to them and showed me the truth to them. and it was all completely different than what I thought. and all based in his love and his desire for relationship and desire for intimacy. So eternal judgement does not mean that were gonna suffer eternally in the flames of hell.
Eternal judgment means that his decision based on what Jesus did on the cross means we can continually come to salvation.
Because judgment is a verdict. And the verdict was death has ended in Christ. The wages of sin no longer is held against you. So there’s nothing that can hinder you coming into salvation, including death.
These things were just like wow. But I had experiences and encounters which he unveiled that to me. And I can’t deny what I experienced, even though before I would have said we’ll that is not possible. So when he did these things with me, and showed me the truth in Scripture. Unveiled where certain things were translated correctly in terms of judgement and punishment. Judgment isn’t punishment. Judgment is when a judge receives the evidence and makes a verdict and says guilty or not guilty.
So on the evidence of the cross were everything that was a decree against us was nailed to the cross as it says in Colossians. So every decree, everything that we’ve ever done that the enemy could point to and say – ha ha. was nailed to the cross. And Jesus triumphed over it and was resurrected out of death. And we now can live in resurrected life. So death is not the end to our being able to choose life.
Now the only way can come into a relationship with God is through Jesus. Jesus is the only way. the only way to the father is through Jesus. There is no other way, there is no other religion, there is no other way, and there is no self way. It is through Jesus. But death doesn’t end that choice. And that’s what we been taught. Well when you die that’s it, you have had it. You are separated forever and you are going to be tormented and punished forever in hell. Well actually that is not true. Nowhere can you find a Scripture that says that physical death is the end of the choice to accept Jesus as savior.
I struggled with that when God started to talk to me about it and when he started to challenge what I believed. I was just like- no that cannot be true. So he started to take me to scriptures where torment and punishment do not mean what we think they mean.
the word for those things, which is based in the word for krysis which is crisis, where we get a crisis and in kylasis which actually means pruning to bring you back into a more fruitful position. it don’t mean being punished.
There is a word in the Bible which means retributive punishment which is timoraro and it’s never used of God and us. it is always used of man-to-man. because we demand punishment. because that’s the way we see it.
so I was I was struggling with these things because it was so different than what I believed. But actually God is love and God’s love overcomes. It doesn’t mean what people have done is just excused. Jesus died for it and there are consequences to our behavior. So when you really think of hell, hell is the separation we have from God on earth. when we were separated from him in our own DIY world, that really is not what God wants and it does have consequences it is painful in our lives but that pain is designed to point us to there is something better. Not because God wants to make us squirm or to make us hurt or damaged. He doesn’t. So when you look at then eternal judgment.
Eternal judgment and eternal does not mean forever. because the word for eternal inos we get eons from is actually a age enduring period. because there are ages to come it says in Ephesians. So it doesn’t actually mean what we think of eternal. Because we think of eternal as having no beginning and no end. So there is a sense of age enduring. So our life with God as a result what Jesus did on the cross is ages enduring. It will continue in that way but when it comes then to eternal judgement or age enduring judgement it is basically saying that that verdict is continually available. Not that you can be punished forever. What about being cast into the lake of fire? The word for fire in the Greek is pur, which we get purify from. So when people die and they do not you know Jesus as savior, they go into the fire. But that fire is not to destroy them, or to torment them, but to bring purification so that they can see the need for Jesus. And then they can accept Jesus as savior beyond physical death. Because death where is your sting? So if Jesus conquered death why would death stop the availability of God’s salvation? I know people say all sorts of things about it. What is the point of preaching the gospel. 22.53
Actually the point of preaching the gospel is we Wanna see people into their inheritance now. And not having to go through fire. We all have to go through fire by choice. I embrace the fire of the altar, and I am a living sacrifice on the altar and I have to face the judgement seat of Christ. We don’t have to actually wait to die to do it. I encountered that. so in that sense and ultimately, in culminated in this, Jesus then got me to the point of okay I give up. I am going to let this stuff go, because you are on my case on it. and I went around for a few weeks just like with my head hurting. I was in pain in my head. Because it was so hard to let go of things which were fundamentally I believed all my life. Why do I believe it? Did God every say that to me. No he never said that. When I actually looked at the Bible words, they did not say that either. So I was left with okay. So one day Jesus was with me and we were at wisdoms heights. Wisdom heights is an amazing place. You can read about it in Proverbs chapter 8 chapters nine. And I am on wisdoms heights and there were pillars there and there is the way and doorways and there are gateways and there is a way into Zion, there is a timeline. it is a fantastic place. If you read Proverbs 8 your will see that wisdom was around for a long time before anything else was created. And was with God at creation and is designed to help us. To help us come into our sonship and into a place of government. So I am there with Jesus and we go through this door. I have been through this doer before. We go through this door and there is a fiery door and you go through this fiery tunnel and you end up going to this place. And it is a place called satans trophy room. It’s a place where people’s destinies are stored. It was not satans trophy room originally, it was a place where destinies were released. But he took it because Adam gave him the right to. And so there are people’s destinies in there and they are like trophies. There are also mantles in there that he has taken from people who failed and left them. There is an area in there called heritage. And a have been in there a number of times. When I first saw this area of heritage, I saw my family line. I was like annoyed. Because it was like all of that stuff has been robbed from me. my family were not saved, and have not given me what they could have passed on if they were .and I was a bit incensed , one day I was talking to God and he said we’ll you will get it back one day. I thought great, I am going to get every generational thing back I am going to have it all. It wasn’t quite like that it turned out. But I couldn’t see anything else. So Jesus takes me there and as were going he gives me this silver trumpet as we are going, we stand in front of this heritage line. I could see four lines of generations. My father’s father my mother’s mother and mothers father mother’s mother. four lines of generations. So I am looking at it there with him and he says do you want to engage that. So I am thinking how can I do that? Because I had been there before and I didn’t see any way of engaging it. So he says go through the door. What door? Why did I not see that before? Because you could not see it. Because you could not believe it. You could not believe that there was a door. You could not see it even though it was there. So often we are veiled because of our beliefs and we cannot see what is there right in front of us.
And I couldn’t see it and then he showed me it. so I said I am willing to go there. I did not know what was going to happen. So lets go. So he opened the door and we walk in and there are flames, there is fire. And there is people, and their my father’s, father’s family line. Because that is what I engaged. 27;03
Because I do not know them I never knew my father’s father and my father story is not very pleasant so I did not really know them but I felt drawn to go and I went. Standing there looking at them and they were not in torment being punished but they were in anguish, there is a sense of anguish, you felt a sense of anguish. So I started preaching the gospel to them, I cannot remember what I said, just preaching love of God and how much God loves them and I carried on doing that and then Jesus turns to walk out, so I followed him, I am not staying here on my own, but then I thought he has given me this trumpet, I will blow it. So I blew the trumpet and I walked out and we walked out and went back out the tunnel when up to wisdoms heights and I turn around and look at the door, and I see that some people followed me. Not everyone by any means by quite a number of people followed me to that point and then I saw that the door was like a fiery sword. You know the fiery sword that guarded the way to the tree of life, that’s what the door looked like. And each one of these people came to the fiery sword and they kneel and I heard them confess Jesus as Lord. And they stood and they walked through the door. I was hoping they would come up to me and talk to me but they didn’t they just walked out through the door into Zion and went off to be part of the cloud of witnesses I think. But there was a lot of them but not everyone. So I am thinking, if I was in the fiery flames and someone came and preached the gospel to me, I would be out of there. I asked Jesus and he said several things .he said if anyone says to you that you cannot do that. Tell them I did it. Because we know Jesus went under the earth and we know he preached and we know he led captivity captive and we know he unlocked the gates of hadies. it says in John 14:12 that we should do it.
so when you look at all your heritage and all your family line and some of it goes back into a long way and all the things that were not so good in all that. It’s not irredeemable because Jesus died for every person who ever has existed or ever will exist. So no one is outside of his love. All have the potential to accept salvation. What it is not is automatic and what it doesn’t do is excuse justice. Because when you get judgment. Judgment brings justice. And the justice is you have to face what you did. Now when we engage Jesus, Jesus has faced what we did, because we come into a relationship with him in which he has taken our place. But for those who have not entered into that relationship with Jesus, there is still justice. But the fire of God’s love can purify even that, to remove that. Because some people don’t accept Jesus because of the shame and guilt and condemnation they feel. When they are faced with their own life as separated from God. So I asked Jesus and he said that. Here is the precedent, if I did it and I tell you to do the things I do, then you can do it. So I’ve been back to each of the four family lines and preach the good news. So then I asked him why didn’t everyone respond and he said because you have embraced the fire in your life but you have not yet have all the things in your family line purified from you, from within your DNA and within your bloodline. So I’m thinking right, I need to spend more time on the altar. I need to embrace that .I’ve been back to the altar, I am on the altar all the time. I live as a living sacrifice. But I have not been specific about it. I am there do whatever you like. Purify me and remove anything. I’m a living sacrifice, I want to be living like you. So I then began to then go to the altar and I go to the temple which is like the Isaiah 6 story of the Coals taken from the altar and put on the lips and what is this a I am a man of unclean lips. And what does he say, I am a man of unclean lips and I am of a people or a generations of unclean lips. So this deals with the generations. so then I would specifically go and say right. I Wanna come right now into my father’s father’s generations and anything which is affecting me within my DNA within an epigenetic factor within my DNA, anything in my bloodline, my seed line which needs purification I come and I surrender to that. So I’m actively and proactively, and I am going to keep going back to that place until no one is left, hopefully. I’m a hopefully inclusion that they will, but I can guarantee it because they have a free will. We all have free will. So God does not force us to do anything. But death doesn’t end our choice. that that’s the thing that he showed me. He has conquered death. It says man is appointed once to die and then the judgement. but if you don’t see judgement as punishment. But you see judgment as a verdict; it just means that we have potential to choose life continually. Because that verdict from what the cross is a continual ongoing power to bring salvation. I know that there is a whole lot of criticism going on about these type of things. And it’s a very emotive subject. I debated this with a few people online and a few people. And I just find their attitude horrifying. Like well they deserve to be their in hell forever. They had their chance they missed it. even if that was true, i would find that really sad and I would not gleefully say they deserve it. So I found it difficult. and then they would say there is no point preaching the gospel. Of course there is. I desperately don’t want people to have to go through that. So I Wanna see people have their inheritance now. So I am more wanting to preach the gospel. and the other argument people use is well there is no point in not sinning. You might as well do whatever you like if you are going to be saved anyway. Why would I think that. it must be something in someone’s heart to think that anyway. I do not want to sin. I do not want to do things that are going to effect my relationship with god there are consequences in this life, more than the age to come. it is this life that sin causes me problems. I wouldn’t even dream of thinking, hey I can just carry on sinning then. Shall we sin that grace may abound may it never be. Why would I want to. So to me it just seems very soulish attitudes which are just not real any sort of argument at all in this area. So there is my encounters with the cross and with Jesus has just revealed the power of his love, the depth of his love, the height of his love. and David said where can I go from your spirit. If I go into Sheol you are there. To think that sheol is separation from God, even the Bible says it isn’t.34:57
how can you escape the love of God the height the debt the breath and it says in in Romans chapter 8 nothing whether things in this age or things in the age to come, whether things visible things invisible nothing invented can ever separate us from love God. that’s the reality the truth but we have had this image of God which is distorted into the angry archer .one of the most famous sermons ever and I think Jonathan Edwards who preached sinners in the hands of an angry God you must have an off day because God is not angry archer with his bow pierced , to pierce and penetrate our hearts, to torment us. he is love so any any arrow that is going to be fired into my heart is more like Cupid’s arrow just an arrow of love which is going to burst in my heart and demonstrate his love. that whole image is a distortion of the very character and nature of God. He is not angry with us. He is angry against anything that hindering our relationship. And that’s what he wants to pour out his wrath upon, anything that spoils my image that he created me to be. He does not want that. And therefore he will look to deal with that. And yes there will be fire for us and if we embrace the fire then purification and refining is a much easier process. Sometimes we are put between a rock and a hard place. Better that you fall on the rock than the rock falls on you. Sometimes it can be a bit of a squeeze that comes on to bring us into seeing the truth. God does all that out of love and nothing else. When it comes to our engaging God, it is gonna unveil way more than we ever imagined or thought. Our experiences with heaven and my experiences with engaging heaven just means that there is hope. there is hope for everybody but there is not a guarantee because we have to choose. my hopeful desire is everyone will Wanna choose. now you will get thrown up then hitler can choose. as if Hitler was worse than us.
parable of Lazarus and the rich man. You have to look at what the parable meant. because a parable has a meaning and a story. and you also look at that was before the resurrection. the resurrection Jesus went into Sheol both into Abraham’s bosom which was paradise and into Sheol which was the gulf between the two and preached the good news and led captivity captive, he emptied it. So that was a parable but there was an illustration. What the parable was really illustrating was the attitude of the rich man; it was very similar to the parable of the good Samaritan. It’s like here’s a poor man that the Rich man looked down upon and despised him. And there was no sense of regret in that. it was like well can you send some back to my family it was nothing to do with I’m so sorry for treating Lazarus this way while he was alive. so the whole parable had a meaning which was very different from the one. we have a preconceived idea of what that meant. because that’s what we’ve always been taught it meant. but there are many other things. a guy i was engaged with, he asked God about this and God gave him a completely different view of it when he asked him. I ask a lot of people, did you go to God face-to-face and did he give you the revelation of what that meant? and they all say no. because they didn’t. They got it from a theology book or doctrine or a someone else’s preaching or someone else who shared that. none of them got it from God. I have asked people who are vehemently adamant that we are going to be tormented forever if we don’t know Jesus, and none of them got that from God. they only got it from what we always thought. and there is a distortion of that even in the translation of the english words distorts the picture and presents God as a god who is angry and is wanting to judge us forever. And that is the God which presented to the world in a gospel and its no wonder they don’t want it. because would you? would you really want a god who is putting a gun to your head and saying follow me or I am going to torment you forever, and call him love.
there is a a very emotive statement I sort of published, but it’s like we call Hitler a murderer for sending people to torture and gas chambers everything else and then we call God father who takes those people who have died in a gas chamber and puts them into hell and punishes them forever . so we call Hitler this vile murderer who tormented someone and killed them physically. but we call God father who took the same person and put them into torment forever. that’s the view, and they say we’ll that’s okay because they deserved it. this so highlights the fact that we just have seen God through a wrong perspective .and God is wanting to reveal himself to us in a completely different way and to unveil that truth and reveal that truth so that we know him and when we know him we can know ourselves. and we then have the power of that good news to take to the world. We are not going to excuse their sin, because living in sin is not a nice place to be. How many people who might be very rich financially are very unhappy. There is no increase in the suicide rate amongst the poor. i just as many rich people commit suicide and do things like that. all those things are an indication that no matter what we do in our DIY methods to actually make life better, don’t work. Because there following the wrong path. but the tree of life and the path to life brings us into the fullness of God’s relationship and he wants to unveil that. and he wants us to come into that depth of relationship and truly know him. Really know him because when we really know him we really know ourselves. We see ourselves the way he sees us.
Knowing God is a joining of our spirit to His so that what is in his Spirit flows into ours and we partake of his nature, a fellowship of life that transforms us into his image.
and when you engage God, and i have engaged God in eternity, I have engaged God outside of time and space, I have gone back into his heart and he has unveiled things there. I couldn’t go back there with my mind, every time I went back there with my mind it was like I was trying to figure it out and my mind operated linearly at that time and I couldn’t figure it out, so I would go back in the spirit and leave my mind out.
Our mind is not our spirit. Our spirit knows what is in our mind, but our spirit is distinct from our mind. We have to learn how to live in our spirit and not in our mind.
but I would just be there, and that is all you have to be. just being in the wonderful sense of his love, but also in the vast some of his thoughts. it is like going back to the womb. Where he created us in the desire of his heart and just feel the desire of his heart for us. it is so amazing and it changes how you see yourself. because you just sense God’s pleasure for us. how he is so so loving towards us and how he longs for us to come into a depth of relationship with him that unveils that. So that we can feel the pleasure of his heart. and that’s what I felt there. the pleasure of his heart that I would just be with him. There is no doing, there was no needing it was just being. Just total rest and peace which then everything can flow out of. And it is it is wondrous and such a joyous place. I live there and live from that place. We can all live from that place. Because we don’t we don’t need to be limited by time and space because our spirit is not limited.
Some people sort of think, all this stuff is a bit weird. if your spirit leaves your body you die. No you don’t. what happened when ezekial was taken out of his body, he did not die. the Holy Spirit is resident in us. There is a difference between the construct of our spirit where God dwells and the consciousness of our spirit which can be in that construct or outside of it. So you can engage in eternity you can go back into the heart of God you can engage those things. Because we were born there. We were created there. He spoke us into being there. He thought about us there. and we can connect back with those thoughts. Psalm 139 were talks about how vast is the sum of your thoughts about me. and when you hear those thoughts, it is life changing. There’s a place in heaven that I went. I went into the father’s garden and father’s garden, a kings garden is where he goes when he’s not on his throne. he is not on the job if you like. It is his place of rest and he is a gardener that’s why we talk about gardens and Eden. God is a gardener he loves creating. it is an amazing place, and when I first went there, I was so excited I couldn’t keep still. I had this sense like calm down, just be. I was there and I began to realize I could float. I could just be part of the atmosphere of that glory and I learned just to be, and I learned to just float there. and one day I was floating and all the atoms of my being, just whet out and connected with the whole of creation. and I sensed it’s grown. By i also sensed the harmony that was beginning to come, with things coming back into restoration. And it is an amazing experience and I usually when I go to the father I just be, I am just there. and one day the father showed me this pool and there is a waterfall that cascades there, several of them. There is a beautify deep blue pool . and he beckoned me in. I started to swim and I went down. And I went down, down down down and I found this chest, like a treasure chest and had gold coins in it. these things are sort of symbolic. they have a symbolism attached to them, I do not know if it is a literal chest or literal coins but to me that’s what I encountered when I went into it so took one of the coins and I ate it. When you find things in heaven you eat them. When it talks about ezekial taking the scroll and put it in your mouth and take it into your belly, because you absorb it. you take it into you because it is not your physical belly, it is your spirit that is engaging it. you take it within. So I took this coin and I ate it. and immediately was unveiled a thought that god had for me. And it was the very thought I needed. 47.23 There were some things going on in my life at the time that I was struggling with some issues about thinking about certain ways about myself . and this thought just totally transform my thinking, it was just like that is the truth and that truth set me free. and I have been back there and taken other coins. There is so much for us to discover and to come into and all this is just wonderful relationship. I am not even talking about government authority and mountains and thrones where were seated with Christ. it is just the wonder of the joy and peace of his presence. and I had so many experiences of the garden, the river of life. to start with my mind couldn’t, it was strained. The river of life is not h2o, it is not water, it is the essence of life. It is described as a river of living water, but it’s not water as such. so when you are in it you can breathe in it. it is like being in the womb ,babies breathe but their lungs are filled with liquid. so I was in the water in the living water and the water would pass through me. It was just refreshing and cleansing as it passed through me. but I could also float with it and I could float upstream and downstream because the laws of physics are not the same in that realm. so I struggled to get my head around it to start with. because I am floating upstream, how can that be possible but of course everything is different there. and I would engage this wonderful waterfall, the first waterfall I engaged in heaven and the waters cascade and I stand under the waterfall and it’s like this wondrous , energizing, refreshing, deep calling to deep, calling me, and I am there just standing under it for ages just enjoying it and then you get the thought, what is up there, where is it coming from. you know it’s flowing from the throne of God is throne. How can I get up there? while I couldn’t my mind wouldn’t let me go up. My angle took me up the first time. Then when I got up there, he pushed me off. And I found that I floated and I then found that all I had to do was think up, and I went up. and I stayed there for ages going up and down in this waterfall. Like a kid in the sweet shop. and as I was doing that I found there was this cave behind the waterfall , as I was going up and down I was in this place, so I went in their and met this guy it was not this old guy, and I met him and there was this bench in there, and these alcoves in this place. I go there and stand before this bench and I am talking to Enoch . enoch is quite active in engagement because he went into that realm and he has been there a long time and he gave me what he said was a quest. they speak your language for someone else he might have given an assignment or something else. For me it was a quest. so I took his quest. and the quest was to remove masks.
that was the quest. How do I do that. I had no idea but I took it, received it and I found that that inspired the whole transformation series. how we remove the masks that people wear, that we cover ourselves with, the copeing mechanisms the defence mechanisms the things that hinder us that keep us arms length from God and each other that was the whole quest. and he promised me something if I would do that. I did it and I got the reward which was being able to have another quest.51:48
the ovoid Enoch sometimes as a slight you you do next I’m happy to to leave it that you Wanna break your you so we same me she down you see this morning just say me various the your really and and there are other things that what God I believe what God is doing is wanting to take the focus of individuals ministering to each other to his presence bring wholeness and peace so I don’t tend to lay hands on people or because I know they’ll be looking for me and then you become a mediator because I know you can hear God for yourself and I know God can meet you even when were me and begin to heal to restore the whole day it so is are taking away from that old mediatorial wail go through the man of God is the one his comedy the ministry so what will I get the prophetic word from him because profits are not there to prophesy to over you that there to teach you dear God because if they can hear God they should be teaching you to set there to equip the saints for service not to do it for them but so many people set up their own ministries any end up people go again together prophetic words will if they taught us to hear God for ourselves then we would need a prophet because it’s equipping to hear God in everything about ministry is not to be a mediator between God and that but to point people to the fact you can hear God so I expect God’s presence and I expect a healing presence I expect the rivers of life to be with us when were together without me do anything because actually fire to do it then you would be looking to man rather than looking to God’s you always your enemies you are to insert was as you are and you me the me you you okay right you people in Jerusalem a usable they can take just you last visited you in English and you you your today is the the the truth really means a lot as long as so a similar information you say is the on the flipside that I can come in identification with those you come and taking the land and say you forgive me because that’s the restoration of God wants to bring is when we get restored to another the land will respond to the unity of relationship becomes there’s is gonna be a restoration not just of the physical land but everything that I should be to God’s people and to us I think there’s a there is a sense where you there’s been lost and there’s been where where there’s injustice notes God’s verdict is to always bring justice which will bring restoration so God desires to restore all things that includes everything that is been robbed and stolen by the enemy all by man so I’d I do believe that that is not just spiritual there’s a physical sense to that you so definitely your bookkeeper that and he represents then I know there’s been in just and that God’s desire is to restore the key to bringing that is forgiveness is its forgiveness and release from the heart that will then free us from the connection to the injustice that continues to cause pain and then God is free because when we are still connected to unforgiveness then were still chained to the injustice and is free to work in the injustice because we are doing that the DIY will and demanding but I’m doing it in a me will when I release forgiveness God is then free to begin to bring restoration so I think is gonna be a a real restoration and that is gonna bring things back into order God’s kingdom is government his order is to expand peace which actually is nothing missing and nothing broken so he think of your whole people and all that’s missing and all is broken peace and the increasing peace and God’s government is to restore everything is missing and everything. And how that you are the mind is a year take my you do you the do the work was a place of love what you are or down into wine regions call and then go down you are to God God open and it was soul and she home on the roots so you are so the you are you are that the love to God so are you look around you as you are you are outside the who are you are those you do the receive God angels came all do you saying you can do it is a precedent to them about removing the using love to Salisbury Jesus is a you the the resumption the light you so you are is a good Jesus the way down the line you are you are using you is in the sower resurrected dwells in the absolutely me so you are shall and you like the non-that you are a you are a sage,