I want to look at the issue of engaging eternity. So, as sons of God we have access to I am. I am that I am. And we have access to what was and is now, so for God everything is now.
We think of it as what was before there was, and we call it eternity. eternity really is not a biblical word but it is an English word that gives us an understanding of what we think of eternity being. Eternity is very different from infinity. Being infinite means there is no end. eternity is more of a, time consequence of there is no time it is all now. We have access to that. So, we have access before there was anything other than God. So, when God was just there, and we were just a twinkle in his eye and a thought in his heart we can now engage with that again. So, we can engage with the eternal aspects of our identity and our destiny. Because we were doing things before, we came here, and we can reconnect to that because it gives us inspiration at a spiritual level that informs what we do here and empowers what we do here. Because God assigned us to creation before we came here physically. We were involved in creation as sons before we came here physically, and we had amnesia and lost our connection to him. So, God wants to restore our connection to him and restore our connection to what it really is like to be connected to God’s heart in that way, to be moved by his heart because God never panics. How can you panic when it is all now. People have different views of time; some people believe that time is already there, and it will just happen. For me if that’s the case then what involvement have, we got in it. So, I don’t believe time is fixed. I believe God’s heart in eternity is for what will be. And we are responsible for being partners with him in creating what will be. And what he’s doing is every single person who has ever existed and ever will exist. To him already exists because they are within the now of his eternal state. And every one of us is making decisions choices every millisecond of our lives and he is connected to every one of them. When I first engaged that, it was just like wow, way too much information. Too much to contain, even the thought of that. A film called Bruce Almighty. And in Bruce Almighty’s everything is fun when he’s got all this power, and he is doing weird stuff. Then all of a sudden, all the voices of all the people who are all praying asking him to sort things out. I did not sign up for this. And I felt like when I got a glimpse of God’s mind like wow. But it showed me his heart and his love for everybody and creation itself and that he is constantly making course corrections. Because everyone of us who start to go off course, he is making a little correction to help us get some good of the things we’ve done to bring back us back into course. But at that point in time, let’s say there is 108 billion people probably a lot more, you can think how that works. How does that work. because now God has the full capacity to connect everything now. So, nothing is ever a surprise for him. And he is never phased, and he already has planned before everything even started to make sure that we would be restored to blameless innocence and face-to-face relationship. Because Jesus was agreed to be slain before the foundation of the world, so it was already there. God found us in Christ before he ever lost us and therefore everyone, he is at work. So we can begin to engage in his heart which is his heart of love for everyone and everything and that is what begins to motivate us and then we see our bit. as we see will this is my assignment in creation that I am reconnecting to.
And some people just in their heart they know there’s something that they are stirred to, or they don’t know why but when you get to know why and the fact that God assigned you to certain things as a son of God as a created light being then it starts to then empower us in what we are doing here. Because it’s not like we turned up 50, 60,70 years ago, whatever. It’s like we have always been in that sense. So, we have a history of engaging the heart God and we can reconnect to it. And then in the ages to come we have an ongoing destiny which is going to be outworked in different things as we go forward as sons of God. So, it is an important place to engage and it’s like our eternal home in the dance of God’s love. That’s how I like to feel, because when I’m there it is just full of life and energy, and I begin to connect up to the sum of his thoughts of me. And I get some glimpses of them and sometimes I hear a conversation, that I connect to, and it is just like-wow that is something that is for me, and it is like being there. When I first went there, I could not go there with my mind. Because it was just, I couldn’t be non-linear at that point until I got deconstructed and reconstructed and renewed. Now I can connect up in a different way. So, I have a more cognitive understanding of it in a sense, but it is still way beyond what I can try and fathom out, I know stuff. It is like you know stuff instinctively because you are part of the thoughts of God and his heart, and his desire and you absorb it. And as you absorb it, it then begins to direct your life. You begin to move in that area, and I have a desire for certain things which I never would have done before if I hadn’t connected to that desired there. So, we all can be in that wonderful place of God’s love, his relationship that wonderful dance, which is where true intimacy and true identity come from. that’s a restored relationship with the very essence of love. God’s very essence is love. And that’s not just us feeling loved which is wonderful in itself, that is us being able to be an expression of love. And of course, we are all in a process of that. None of us are perfect in it, and some areas of our lives maybe awesome and other areas are like a train wreck, but actually were in a process and God will use the awesome bit and he will look to help deal with the train wreck bit, because he works us continually and he does not say until you deal with your train wreck you can’t be here. Because he brings us there because in that area, we may be so mature and, in this area, we may be so child-like or damaged. But he is not looking at it from that perspective, he always sees the whole. But he is working with us to restore us to that sense, not just to experience love, but being an expression of love and to love creation. Living loved and loving living and then living loving. And expressing that is what God’s desire is because that’s what he is like. he is love and everything that he has created he has pleasure and joy about, including us. When he looks at us it brings pleasure to his heart. we are the apple of his eye; we are the treasure of his heart. So, we can have our restored spiritual memory. To do that you may need some deconstruction. And I needed a lot of deconstructions. Deconstruction is needed to get rid of our mindsets and framework of my religious thinking and other thinking. So that my spiritual memory became re-mapped over my mind. I have a consciousness; we all have a consciousness. It is like everyone knows we got a brain and people talk about the mind. But actually, it’s a consciousness of how we view reality. And people’s consciousness can expand through experience as you then know more things and it can be an expanded and ongoingly growing thing.
But our spirit also has a consciousness. The area of what I call my spirit in me, is not my spirit’s consciousness. It’s just the construct that houses it. So, God lives within that construct. It’s like a mountain, there are doors in that construct and there can be a flow into that construct. But my consciousness is elsewhere. My spiritual consciousness is in heaven and in the realms of heaven. But I’m totally connected instantly between those two realms, that’s what happened. so I got deconstructed and then i started to get renewed and I started to remember what I was doing before I was here. And I started to be reconnected and my mind started to operate non-linearly because it started to operate from the perspective of the creative light of God. And so, then our spirit can then move and direct us. Our soul agrees and cooperates with that. Once we are separated and reintegrated. It is no point separating your soul and spirit and leaving them separated. Because what is the point of that you’re not whole. So, the soul and spirit are separated deals with the ego of my soul needing affirmation in a wrong way to affirm its own identity independently from God. Once that gets separated and it get reintegrated and I come into agreement, I come into wholeness and that changed everything for me when that happened. And I believe everyone needs to go through that process and it may be different for everyone. Pray that it won’t be like mine. because mine was really hard. but your process might be different, but it gets you to the point where soul and spirit are in agreement, and you can live in heaven and on earth at the same time. Once that happened then I was able then to go into a whole different beyond and engage what my memory was of things before. So, we can become reconnected with who we were as pre-existing spirit beings and reconnected to creation as it was before it came into the bondage of corruption. And that motivates us to participate in its restoration. Having a memory of what it was like when it was in perfect harmony and there was no darkness, really motivates me to want to see it like that again. And so, where it’s groaning and is in bondage, it is waiting for the sons of God to be revealed to bring it into freedom from that bondage to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God, into our glorious light. Because we were clothed in glory in that relationship that we originally had.
So, we have this sort of figure-of-eight infinity symbol. which is to me what I see as the eternal circle. We can stand in what is every day in heaven, in the Ark of the name of God, in his name in the four faces of God and then we have access to walk back on that ancient path back into the heart God. I now don’t walk back into it; I just reside there. And I reside in the middle and then here, I try and work out and walkout what I am flowing from there. Now sometimes that works out really well at the end of the day wow this is just like it should have been and sometimes it’s just like, that didn’t go quite how should it so have been. So, I deal with that, so why did it not go how it should have been, because I made some choices which were not so smart. Why did I make those choices, I must have been listening to the wrong thoughts. And sometimes that happens. But the more we spend time and are consciously aware of being in his heart, the more his heart has an opportunity of creating those desires in our heart which will cause us to work it out. And just walk it out every day, realizing that we are in the midst of a process of cosmic transformation. It’s not like it will be, therefore there are broken bits, it doesn’t all work as God intends. so sometimes we come across a lot of those broken bits, and we then have to make sure we are not affected by them, and we bring something change into them. but it is an interesting walk. And I used to go and just stand in the name of God, and I can still do it from a perspective of my consciousness focusing on a place where I am. I have not yet discovered a way to think about all the places I am at same time. I can think about in concept I can think about it in experience. So, I am in multiple places. I know I am in multiple places and those multiple places are all contributing to what I’m doing here. But when I think of one place then I can be connected to it. So, if I was to think about right now where I am in heaven, let’s say on my mountain and sitting on my throne then I only have to shift my consciousness to think, and I’m there connected and then I can describe to you what’s going on there. But then if I was then to described to you where I am, let’s say in the heart of God in eternity. I would have to stop thinking about that and start thinking that. Now I think eventually I will probably be able to, we all will be able to be able to multiply connect all those thoughts. because I’m receiving all those thoughts, but I am not just cognitive (relating to the process of acquiring knowledge by the use of reasoning) of it. But there’s still rewiring and remapping and reconfiguration of my consciousness to be able to operate as sons of God.
This is covenant. when they made a covenant in this figure-of-eight so the blood within the middle they had agreements of the covenant and then they would walk around the covenant together meet in the middle to say we are in agreement and then they would work that out in their lives. We are in the new covenant and the new covenant is open access to God without going through any mediation or anything else we have access.