Please understand that you haven’t failed God and He hasn’t failed you, and it’s time for your development to take place and for you to still be a demonstration of all that God wants. God loves you with an overwhelming love and He’s going to love you no matter what you do. It’s just that your ability to experience that love on days may be less than it should be or could be. He’s going to be constant and consistent for you all the days of your life but you must put yourself in the place where you can receive everything that He wants to give you.
(from Why Wounded & Betrayed Believers Are So Useful to God)