One of the outstanding examples of love in the New Testament is found in the conclusion of John 13, yet it is very often neglected. Leading into this passage is the scene of the Last Supper. Christ had just finished washing the disciples’ feet. Having concluded that, He gave them the exhortation that they ought to wash one another’s feet and serve one another. He told them they would be most blessed and happy if they would do these things. Then He gave them other exhortations which are very much related to the ministry of love.
Jesus had washed Judas’ feet, and the time had come when Judas would go out to betray the Lord. Jesus knew what would happen within a few hours. The disciples would be like sheep that are scattered and running. He Himself would lay His life down. Because He knew what would happen, these words are of great significance.
John 13:21: … He became troubled in spirit, and testified, and said, “Truly, truly, I say to you, that one of you will betray Me.” The disciples began looking at one another, at a loss to know of which one He was speaking. There was reclining on Jesus’ breast one of His disciples, whom Jesus loved. We can tell from the nineteenth, twentieth, and twenty-first chapters of John, in which this phrase reoccurs, that it is referring to the disciple John himself.
Simon Peter therefore gestured to him (that is, to John), and said to him, “Tell us who it is of whom He is speaking.” He, leaning back thus on Jesus’ breast, said to Him, “Lord, who is it?” Jesus therefore answered, “That is the one for whom I shall dip the morsel, and give it to him.” So when He had dipped the morsel, He took and gave it to Judas, the son of Simon Iscariot. And after the morsel, Satan then entered into him (note that). Jesus therefore said to him, “What you do, do quickly.” Now no one of those reclining at table knew for what purpose He had said this to him. For some were supposing, because Judas had the money box, that Jesus was saying to him, “Buy the things we have need of for the feast”; or else, that he should give something to the poor. And so after receiving the morsel he went out immediately; and it was night. John 13:21–30.
Picture this if you can. The disciples gather about for this last supper and the washing of the feet, which is actually preparatory to the Passover in the truest sense, for they must be clean, reminiscent of the time when they swept out the corners to remove every bit of leaven. He is washing their feet that they will be able to enter into the feast with all purity and to partake of it with a holiness of heart. Judas is sitting near the Lord. Jesus dips a piece of the bread and hands it to Judas, telling him, “What you do, do quickly.”
Most of us do not realize that what Jesus did that night precipitated final decisions. It was Judas who was thrust into the decisive role, because Jesus had washed the disciples’ feet, He had shown them deep love, He had demanded that they too love one another. With such demands upon them, the disciples entered into sifting. Right then and there Judas was on the spot.
You can carry a thing in your heart that is lethal, very deadly. It may not erupt or be triggered off until that hour when God begins to really minister to you and put you on the spot. You cannot say that the walk will not go into a period of judgment or sifting. The fasting, the prayer, the dedication of the people, and the sacrifice that they have entered into-all these have precipitated siftings that many are not aware of. You love your enemy; you do good to him; you put him on the spot so that God deals with his heart. He will either become your brother or he will run.
Often crises come in a church. We go along and God meets us. We fast, we pray, and we seek God; then suddenly there is a crisis. Crises do not precipitate because we become so desperate that we want God to deal with everything; they come because we have come into complete submission to the Lord in love. The ministry of love actually projects people into the hour of decision. It is the ministry of love that throws us into it. This is what Jesus did to Judas. The thirteenth chapter of John starts: … having loved His own who were in the world, He loved them to the end.
Do you think that Jesus loved Judas? He chose him. Judas may have had good qualities when he started. Slowly, but surely, this betrayal began to build up. During His ministry Christ said He had chosen twelve and one of them was a devil (John 6:70). At that point Judas was not literally devil possessed, because the Word records that when he received the sop, Satan entered into him. This was the first time that Satan entered into him. Up to that time he had given himself over to many things and the openness to Satan was there. Much teaching has been going around the country about Christians being devil possessed. They can become devil possessed, just as Judas became devil possessed.
We cannot say that Judas had not walked with the Lord. He had been so faithful to the Lord that he had healed the sick, had cast out devils, and done many good things. His ministry was so recognized by the disciples that they had to find someone who would take the bishoprick or the anointing that had rested upon him (Acts 1:20). After the resurrection and the ascension, they cast lots, and the lot fell upon Matthias who was chosen to be numbered among the twelve to take Judas’ place. There was a definite anointing and mantle, a commission and apostleship that someone had to walk in. A ministry had begun, and someone would have to complete it. Satan had entered the heart of Judas, and he went on a course to do the perverse thing that was in his spirit. He was driven to do it because he yielded to it and Satan possessed him. From the time Satan possessed him, his doom was certain. The Lord said that it would have been better for the man by whom the Lord was betrayed if he had never been born (Matthew 26:24).
Ultimately, the good thing in Judas that had recognized the Lord Jesus Christ took over, and he realized what he had done. Even then Satan was such a deceiver, that from the implications in the Scripture, Judas felt if he put Jesus on the spot, Jesus would be forced to destroy and take over the kingdom to sit on the throne of David (Matthew 27:3). The motivation was perverse, trying to force the hand of the Lord Jesus Christ.
You do not realize what is going on in the hearts of people. Often the Holy Spirit anoints you to see the good that is working in people. But here and there a perverseness is working within people—the seed of Judas, the potential of a Judas—the potential to deny the Lord under pressure. There is a potential to betray Him, a potential to doubt Him completely and turn away from every revelation He has ever brought to their hearts. All these potentials were exhibited within the twelve apostles. Judas, Peter, and Thomas are the classic examples. There is a tendency when the chips are down to turn and run from the Lord; all twelve apostles did that upon the occasion of the cross. I am not magnifying the weaknesses of the disciples, but showing what a wonderful Lord He is. He loves us in spite of what He sees in us.
You must submit to the Lord constantly and say, “Lord, if You see any wicked way in me, lead me in the way everlasting. Purge me, cleanse me, help me. Do not let me be cocky.” Paul said to the Corinthians, “Let him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall. No temptation has taken you but such as is common to man, but God is faithful and is able to make a way of escape that you may be able to bear it” (I Corinthians 10:12, 13). Be humble before the Lord and put no reliance on the flesh.
Do not feel your problem is buried and only once in a while uncovered so that you can see it. Everyone sees it. On a hot day that problem will show, and it will smell. It will defile the whole atmosphere. If there is anything rotten underneath the surface, ask the Lord to get it out in a hurry and deal with it as quickly as He can. It has to go.
You cannot read the Scriptures consistently and expound them without seeing the mirroring of your own heart. You have a chance to look into the pure mirror of the Word of God and see what manner of person you are. Your potentials for evil and your potentials by divine grace are fantastic and awesome.
Judas took the morsel. Then he went out, and it was night. When therefore he had gone out, Jesus said, “Now is the Son of Man glorified, and God is glorified in Him.” John 13:31. Do you understand why He would say that? By precipitating the decision of Judas, how would that glorify the Lord?
At the beginning of the walk an experience happened that seems related to this. I had wanted the will of God done in my life for a long time. When God gave the Word and met my heart, the denomination moved against me. I just stood, faithful to the Lord, and something happened. From that moment the Lord was glorified in my life. From that time on, the vagueness in revelation ended. And I have never since been without clear, sharp revelation, penetrating down deep into the secrets of men’s hearts. God was glorified in my life. Was He glorified as the result of betrayal by my brethren? No, it was not that so much as what Jesus did. The same principle was true in the Lord’s relationship to His disciples. He proclaimed His love and gave everyone opportunity. He loved them right to the end. His faithfulness to that ultimately opened the door for Him to be glorified.
Have you faced a decision to tell your relatives and friends exactly what God had become to you and what the Lord was revealing Himself to be? From that time on, they may have rejected or simply ignored you, but you were free. From that time, you were loosed; you were enabled to move out, receive revelation, and walk with God. Nothing equals that kind of experience.
If God is glorified in Him, God will also glorify Him in Himself, and will glorify Him immediately (notice how quickly that action was to take place). Little children, I am with you a little while longer. You shall seek Me; and as I said to the Jews, ‘Where I am going, you cannot come,’ now I say to you also. A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another.” John 13:32–35.
“And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also.” John 14:3. He said that where He was going they could not go, but He would prepare a place where they could go. He was telling the disciples to love one another as He loved them. He was talking about the place to which they would come. He had just ministered to Judas; and before the chapter ends, it is recorded that He ministered to Peter and told him that he would betray Him three times.
Christ said in effect: “I want you now to turn around and love one another as I have loved you. I want you to love those who will betray you. I want you to love those who will deny you; I want you to love those who will not appreciate you or even know what you are doing for them. I want you to love those you give the truth to but who have no appreciation for it. I want you to love them as I have loved you.” Do you see the meaning of the whole chapter? Christ wants you to love as He loved, even when unappreciated and rejected totally. He is saying, “I want you to love Me, and you will eventually; but I want you to love one another in this same manner that I am loving you.”
Simon Peter said to Him, “Lord, where are you going?” Jesus answered, “Where I go, you cannot follow Me now; but you shall follow later.” John 13:36. Later, they would love others as He loved them (washing their feet, loving them, laying His life down for them).
Later, the Body of Christ will come to love with the same pure, sacrificial love that Christ had. As He loved us and gave Himself for us, so we ought to lay our lives down for the brethren (I John 3:16). We will do that and come to love one another perfectly. We will not love the ones who are worthy of love, but we will love them all. We will love the Judases and the betrayers; we will love the doubters and the ones who fear. We will not love and then reject people because they reject us. We will be like the Lord who, having loved His own, loved them unto the end. Perfectly, never failing, never wavering, we will follow God.
Peter said to Him, “Lord, why can I not follow You right now? I will lay down my life for You.” Jesus answered, “Will you lay down your life for Me? Truly, truly, I say to you, a cock shall not crow, until you deny Me three times.” John 13:37–38. Peter did lay his life down for the Lord, ultimately.
Do not reject the man who is thrown into a situation in which he denies the Lord three times. That may not be the end of him. He may weep bitterly and ultimately give his life as a martyr for the Kingdom. Let us love. Let us be filled with that love of God.